...yeah. I was kinda waiting for things to get a little better.
[Like he said. Back home in a field of flowers. But 'home' is still a month away, and they could die any day.]
I just thought...if someone else killed you, or you got voted out, I'd hate myself for leavin' it unsaid. SO even if you say no, or 'not now', or anything else, I've said it. I wanna marry you.
[ He laughs, it's soft, bitter and directed entirely at himself.
He's never been as brave as Bradley is. Never as decisive. Never as sure of the things that he says. ]
I don't know how you can be so sure of yourself all the time.
[ What is it like to live like that?
Nero's so conflicted all the time, about everything in his life. There's so little he's felt decisive over, and so many decisions that he's never let go. ]
[Being conflicted? What is that? Once Bradley has decided on something, he sticks with that decision. He will boldly step forward when no other wizard will, because that's what leaders do.]
But that's how it's always been with us, hasn't it? You flocked to me because I was a great leader, after all.
[ There's a reason so many other wizards gathered around him. His little bandit group survived for longer than any other group of wizards had before him and since. Something about Bradley is simply magnetic, he pulls people in and makes them adore him.
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Date: 2024-03-24 02:48 am (UTC)[Like he said. Back home in a field of flowers. But 'home' is still a month away, and they could die any day.]
I just thought...if someone else killed you, or you got voted out, I'd hate myself for leavin' it unsaid. SO even if you say no, or 'not now', or anything else, I've said it. I wanna marry you.
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Date: 2024-03-24 02:52 am (UTC)He's never been as brave as Bradley is. Never as decisive. Never as sure of the things that he says. ]
I don't know how you can be so sure of yourself all the time.
[ What is it like to live like that?
Nero's so conflicted all the time, about everything in his life. There's so little he's felt decisive over, and so many decisions that he's never let go. ]
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Date: 2024-03-24 02:57 am (UTC)[Being conflicted? What is that? Once Bradley has decided on something, he sticks with that decision. He will boldly step forward when no other wizard will, because that's what leaders do.]
But that's how it's always been with us, hasn't it? You flocked to me because I was a great leader, after all.
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Date: 2024-03-24 03:03 am (UTC)Nero's no different in that sense. ]
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I'm not gonna call you "Boss" again.
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Date: 2024-03-24 03:09 am (UTC)You can call me whatever you want.
[People might adore him, but he adores Nero the most.]
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Date: 2024-03-24 03:55 am (UTC)You're Brad to me.
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Date: 2024-03-24 04:16 am (UTC)Yep. I'm your Brad.
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Date: 2024-03-24 10:56 pm (UTC)Not yet.
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Date: 2024-03-24 11:13 pm (UTC)[Hopefully it's before one of them heckin' dies though.]
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Date: 2024-03-25 02:27 pm (UTC)What's it like to be this confident in yourself?]
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Date: 2024-03-25 02:28 pm (UTC)