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Bradley Bain - K♥ ([personal profile] perfectpower) wrote2024-02-24 08:17 pm
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[personal profile] teenrebellion 2024-03-19 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ how frustrating it is to be scolded like a child. he's eighteen. he shouldn't be so skittish.

kazuki grits his teeth, and pulls on a mask that's definitely scene better days. some of the trim's been ripped away, the lace shredded in places and riddle with dark splotches. ]


I'm fine. Just came to check out the stupid market.
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[personal profile] teenrebellion 2024-03-20 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ my fucking TYPOS. ]

I'm not worried about repairing it. It's fine as it is. I'll just replace it if anything.
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[personal profile] teenrebellion 2024-03-20 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
Didn't read the dossier, did you? It's a rule for this whole night market thing. You're supposed to wear a mask.
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[personal profile] teenrebellion 2024-03-20 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ oof. well. ]

...You can probably get one near the entrance. They can't require masks if they're not going to give you a way to get one.

[ probably... kazuki's going to start heading for it, but - the void catches them first, encapsulating them both in a memory (19:00 - 23:36):
another month, another attack. classes are closed, students released to go home to safety, to their parents. but what good would that do? and why would you leave akito to head home on his own when he's already so on edge?

so you walk together. talk music, as you always do. let your feet take you where they will, no real destination in mind, only looking for whatever will get your minds off of the news looming over the city like a shroud. anything will do, and you're even having a good time, until...

"Ugh," you mutter with a flash of annoyance. "Why is she here?"

your older sister, ichika. akito is already exasperated - he knows that the two of you don't get along, and still he insists on going over to say hello without even giving you a chance to argue. she's just as surprised to see the two of you here, and you're irritated to hear her start nagging you without hesitation. it's late, she says, as if you care. there was another murder, she says, as if you were too blind or too stupid to pick that up when it's all over the news. you glare back at her.

"They closed school today because of the murder. There's nothing to do at home."

what does she expect you to do, stay cooped up all night? it won't do any good. but ichika insists on scolding you like a rebellious child, until akito finally interrupts. she's always been more inclined to listen to him, but never you.

"We're sorry, Ichika," he tells her with that apologetic little smile of his. it's sincere, of course; akito has always been the more patient one between the two of you, and maybe this time, he thinks that he bears some responsibility. "Kazuki was just worried about me."

you don't owe her an explanation. still, you find yourself muttering, "He's been feeling down lately, so I went to hang out with him. It sounds like... it's tough at home for him."

not that it's any of her business. and even then, even then, she insists that you should stay home, even if it's just the two of you at the apartment you and ichika share. you can't help but roll your eyes, temper flaring.

"Ugh, you're annoying. Who cares whether or not we're at home if we don't know when we could die?" you spit venomously. ichika looks like she's been slapped, and that only adds fuel to the fire. how can she call herself a cop and still be so clueless? "Is there any place that we'll be totally safe? Can you guarantee I won't be just killed at home? Even the people at school who act like they're excited about the murders when they happen are actually scared to death inside. ...They're all worried that they'll be next."

and you, of course, are no different. adonis has already proven they don't care who dies, that they'll target anyone, at any time, for any level of crime. you're not delusional enough to think yourself exempt, no matter how brave a face you put on for appearance's sake. so you continue speaking, hurling your words at ichika like rocks, like it's her fault for not understanding. but she never did try, did she? no one ever does.

"Adonis calls their murders righteous judgment, and says that only bad guys will be targeted, but that's not reassuring at all. There isn't anyone alive that hasn't committed some kind of wrongdoing."

neither you, nor ichika, nor akito are free of that. if adonis wants to judge you, any of you, you will die just as easily and miserably as the rest of their victims. you'll become just another number in the countdown, or another so-called "evildoer" or whatever those psychos will call you to justify their actions. it won't matter, in the end.

"Even if they've been trapped in this town, it doesn't mean that we're free from them... I can't stand being chained up any more. They said something's going down in January. When that hits, it'll be the end of Shinjuku. Everything here might all be gone someday. Just let me go enjoy the time I have left."

your sister stares at you in disbelief, until finally, she speaks, pleading with you. "Look... I'm not telling you to stay home... just be careful."

superficial concern. she's never cared before - why should she start now? you don't want to give ichika the satisfaction of feeling right, so instead of acknowledging her, you turn back to akito, noting the ashen pallor of his face with a wave of concern. you mutter an apology to him before leading him away, pointedly changing the conversation back to something more palatable as you turn away from the route home.

just one month until x-day. if you don't live to see what comes after, the least you can do is live as freely as possible until then.
as it fades, kazuki simply utters a curse under his breath. ]
Edited 2024-03-20 03:55 (UTC)
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[personal profile] teenrebellion 2024-03-20 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
That was weeks ago. We're fine now.
Edited 2024-03-20 04:17 (UTC)
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[personal profile] teenrebellion 2024-03-20 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ somehow he didn't expect to be lectured about sibling relationships. ]

...It was like that for years. It only changed in the past month, before we woke up on the ship.
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[personal profile] teenrebellion 2024-03-20 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ he hesitates, because he is well aware of how childish the answer sounds when he says it out loud. ]

...She finally started listening to me.
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[personal profile] teenrebellion 2024-03-21 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
...I am, too. But it won't matter that much if we don't get home.
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[personal profile] teenrebellion 2024-03-24 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ...it's easy enough to see what he's doing. talking and talking to distract those kids, keep their heads up, keep them looking forward. it's not a bad thing to do - not really, but there's something in it that makes kazuki a little uncomfortable, so he chooses to focus on something else. ]

"Sneezing your way back?"

[ the fuck does that mean. ]
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[personal profile] teenrebellion 2024-03-25 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
You have a curse?
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[personal profile] teenrebellion 2024-03-25 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
Calamity...? What calamity?

...That... Yeah. That sounds miserable.

[ what the fuck ]

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